Showing Up

    The hardest part is just showing up.  And showing up is part of being a professional.  My bed was really warm today.  It was cold outside, with rain splattering my window, and wind beating against the walls of my apartment.  But I was warm.  I had my trekking socks on.  They are made from thick cotton and kick all sorts of ass.  I had woken up on my own instead of the alien, mechanical alarm on my phone, which is aptly titled "Sonic Pulse."  I have no idea why I chose that particular ring.  Probably because the others were worse.  In any case, I didn't have to hear it this morning, because I woke up on my own, gradually coming to and completely content with my place in the world.

    Except that it was destined to end.  I have to run in the morning.  I have to run so that I have the wind to train hard in the evening.  I have to run so that I have the wind to out-hustle and out-fight my opponent on February 26th.  I reminded myself of these things, but I didn't move.  I settled more deeply into the warmth of my pillows, my blankets, and my kickass cotton socks.  And then I reminded myself of all the why's and what-for's, and I got out of bed.  And it was cold outside of the bed.  But I splashed some water on my face and I put on my running shoes and I walked outside.  And I was grumpy, and my previous feeling of being content with my place in the world was a memory that just served to irritate me further.  

    But I started running, and I loosened up as my muscles and tendons and ligaments started working.  And then I remembered how much fun it is to run in the rain.  There are, after all, puddles and such to play in.  And as I started to run up the steep hill that is Franklin Street, the rain slanted to hit me in the face and I reminded myself that my opponent probably isn't running this morning.  After all, it IS raining out.  And I picked up my pace a little bit.

Art of Day to Day Improvement

I have written before about the dangers of multi-tasking. We may or may not end up knocking more "to-do's" off our checklist, but nothing will be done as well as it deserves. Hemingway spoke often of doing a job "properly." It was one of his favorite adverbs, and he learned that from his father. My Father also talks a lot about "doing things right."

But lest you mistake me for someone that has perfected that art, let me correct you. Right before I started this article, I had 5 Firefox tabs open, 2 chat boxes active in AIM, a half-finished work e-mail waiting for me, and I was paying my bills on-line. The "new post" box stayed open and empty for at least 20 minutes before I wrote the opening line.

*Sigh*

There are just so many distractions. In order to avoid feeling like a complete hypocrite, I just closed everything except for this tab and the two reference sites that I will be using.

One trait about me that I am grateful for is that I do insist on improvement. One trait that I am a bit less grateful for is that I have little to no patience for that improvement. If I want to be competent at a certain thing, I want it now, and I will get down on myself for using any time that does not help me get it.

For example, I feel that it is important to be knowledgeable about current events and politics. To make sure that I am, I will engross myself entirely in that pursuit. I will read a newspaper every morning, have a few books on the Middle East going concurrently, watch the Talking Heads babble at me, etc. This will go on for weeks or months, until I have just had entirely too much of it, have burned myself out on it, and don't even want to think about current events for another 6 months. Clearly, this presents quite a consistency problem. You don't become knowledgeable with such an "on again, off again" approach.

I need to start looking at these pursuits more as a marathon than a sprint. A little bit of progress every day. If I don't make it through the entire newspaper, I won't beat myself up about it. If I don't make it to boxing practice, there should be a good reason. If there isn't however, I will do my best to be a little more gentle with myself, and focus on gradual improvement in all areas of my life that are important to me.

Two articles that I found and read today were inspiring and practical. The first was written by Paul Norwine about using the Japanese business principle of Kaizen in your personal life. For those who work in manufacturing and production, you are probably familiar with this term as a way of eliminating all wasted movement and gradual improvement over the long term. Paul turns this principle on our personal lives, and encourages us to aim for daily progression in all areas of your life. I often get bogged down in all the different areas I want to learn about, explore and improve in, and it sometimes leads me to doing none of these things. His post encouraged me to find and focus my priorities, and then aim for small improvements in each of them, every day.

The second was written by Stephen Mills, and deals with avoiding the multi-tasking trap. It relates strongly to my own post on the subject, but reading it around the same time I read Paul's article on Kaizen served as a needed wake-up call and reminder.

Some days will be more productive than others, but as long as we are doing something to further each of our long-term goals, we should find some peace in that.

"Everyday, I am getting better in every way."